prakhesar

turning 25, some lessons I've learned, and thoughts on the future

I turned 25 today, it's a... weird feeling.

25 to me is an age where I'm not able to use 'young & hungry' to my advantage anymore. there's less reason for someone to take a chance on you for your potential the older that you get. I have 18-year-olds poking fun at me for being 'unc' status now, and I have to actually stretch & warm up before any sports.

but on the other hand, I'm just getting better year over year. the 24-year-old me wouldn't be able to beat current me at anything - I'm smarter, stronger, more athletic, more capable of deep work, have better relationships, and have an extra year of learning & life experiences to back me up. today, I'm the worst I'll ever be in all aspects of life, if I make it so.

aging seems fun? it's scary seeing that number go up, but looking past that, it's an interesting thought experiment to just wonder where I'll be if I don't die, keep compounding, and learn how to use new technology.

we're living in the most exciting time of human history - our rate of technological change is unprecedented. almost every human that came before us would have been lucky to see a single new invention or piece of technology in their entire lives. hundreds of years would go by with humans using the same tools, languages, and societal structures without much improvement. we're now speed running AGI, landing rockets, and are finally building commercial brain-machine interfaces. we weren't built to see this much progress in a single life time - but I'm so glad I'm alive to be a part of it.

this is going to be a huge decade for me. I'm going to do the most important work of my life and make an impact on the world & improve the lives of my fellow humans. I'm going to get married & have children. I'm going to reach that 'potential' that I know I have.

summer is officially over. it's time to work.

the rest of this post is unfiltered thoughts & rambling.

what do I want out of my life?

to seek the truth, have a long health-span, build something meaningful & impactful with the smartest people, and to build a healthy family.

some thoughts on the future

some things I learned

my favourite reads this year

some of these were re reads.

books

blogs / internet

lastly, where I've been for the last few months